This post may be a little jumbled because I’m having a hard time focusing.
My back and nerve pain have decided to put me down. I’m so tired and in pain. Sleeping hasn’t been easy no matter where or what I do.
I’m still a little over 5 weeks away from the stimulator and it can’t come fast enough. Right now, all I want to do is curl up in a ball and cry.
Today it’s hard to get motivated. Even getting up and going to the bathroom is a rough choice. I think, ‘I can wait a little longer and maybe the pain will die down.’
I don’t like today.
Jay's Chronic Pain Journal 