Crying and more crying

I spent a good part of the morning in tears. Something inside of me just felt overwhelmed with life, pain, and the weather. I just couldn’t take it.

Now, I’m laying on a table with pads on my hands and feet. Frequencies are shot through the pads to bring joy and happiness. I’m willing to try anything at this point to help ease the pain and, well, life in general.

For the most part, I have a pretty good life. I have a home, two great cats, wonderful friends, and, most importantly, the most amazing partner ever. It’s just this damn pain has dominated my life and not allowing me to enjoy what I have.

Hopefully soon…

Published by jaymac5

I've been living with chronic pain for almost 30 years and I've been through the ringer with injections, medications, physical therapy, Eastern medicine, group meetings, and surgery. I'm also a group facilitator for the American Chronic Pain Association and we focus on helping others living with chronic pain. Hopefully, reading this journal will let people know they're not alone and there is help.

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